Hello My Friends! Hope all is well with you as you move through your week and most important as you move through the gnats of negativity that I'm certain have been swarming this week. As I have stated before: Keep walking and keep swatting. They will get out of your way!
If you read my post on Monday, March 24 then you are aware that I was filled with a disappointment that was quite painful. You may recall that I thought I had been contracted to do some work and at the last second it was pulled. I was hurt. I was dismayed. I was disappointed. I also felt that my Creator had pulled a cruel joke on me and had led me to the edge of glory and as I was about to enter the door was shut. The silent voice that guides my life attempted on several occasions to speak with me, however, I flat out decided that I didn't want to hear anything that had to do with having faith regardless of what is being shown. I felt that I had been "forsaken." I WAS WRONG! I will repeat it again I WAS WRONG and I MUST APOLOGIZE TO MY CREATOR.
I received a call asking if I was still interested in making the deal. I was stunned. Of course when that occurs the ego wants to get in the way and attempt to make the other individual suffer. However, because I was awake and fully present I knew better. I knew to work out the details in an honorable manner although my ego wanted to "dust them." However, none of that is really the issue at hand; the real issue is that I owed my Creator an apology. So, in front of my Creator and to you my friends I APOLOGIZE.
I apologize to you my Creator for the following:
From the depths of disappointment I learned what you were trying to teach me: If I trust and believe what you have told me, I should never be dismayed, as you are clearing a path for me and at the time I could not see that you had not completed your work. Please accept my apology and I ask for your forgiveness. Because of this lesson I trust you even more and again apologize for even thinking that you had turned your back on me.
I desire to keep this lesson close to my heart and attached to my ego. Thank you my Father. It is a lesson well learned.
Until the next time,
Peaceful thoughts,
-Dorothea
If you read my post on Monday, March 24 then you are aware that I was filled with a disappointment that was quite painful. You may recall that I thought I had been contracted to do some work and at the last second it was pulled. I was hurt. I was dismayed. I was disappointed. I also felt that my Creator had pulled a cruel joke on me and had led me to the edge of glory and as I was about to enter the door was shut. The silent voice that guides my life attempted on several occasions to speak with me, however, I flat out decided that I didn't want to hear anything that had to do with having faith regardless of what is being shown. I felt that I had been "forsaken." I WAS WRONG! I will repeat it again I WAS WRONG and I MUST APOLOGIZE TO MY CREATOR.
I received a call asking if I was still interested in making the deal. I was stunned. Of course when that occurs the ego wants to get in the way and attempt to make the other individual suffer. However, because I was awake and fully present I knew better. I knew to work out the details in an honorable manner although my ego wanted to "dust them." However, none of that is really the issue at hand; the real issue is that I owed my Creator an apology. So, in front of my Creator and to you my friends I APOLOGIZE.
I apologize to you my Creator for the following:
- For not believing that you always have my best interest in mind.
- For even considering that you would ever forsake me.
- For turning away from you like a spoiled child.
- For loving me as I cursed my situation.
From the depths of disappointment I learned what you were trying to teach me: If I trust and believe what you have told me, I should never be dismayed, as you are clearing a path for me and at the time I could not see that you had not completed your work. Please accept my apology and I ask for your forgiveness. Because of this lesson I trust you even more and again apologize for even thinking that you had turned your back on me.
I desire to keep this lesson close to my heart and attached to my ego. Thank you my Father. It is a lesson well learned.
Until the next time,
Peaceful thoughts,
-Dorothea
RSS Feed
