We all house demons; unfortunately, for you Phillip, you were in the arena called "celebrity" and there will be those who will attempt to make "your demon" seem larger than the screens on which you blessed us with your talent. However, your demon is the same demon that sits with the man or woman on skid row and resides affluently behind a gated wall. Yet from the gutter to the gate, a demon unchained still creates the same result which is a troubled soul.
Rest easy Phillip and remember that this was only the beginning and you still have many chances to get it right. But most important...forgive yourself because those who love you will.
Until the next time,
Peaceful thoughts,
-Dorothea